Elizabeth
J Kolodziej, a young fiction writer originally from Torrance
California, is a smart and original thinker who has researched the
origins of vampires, werewolves, and witches for many years. She writes
her books from the knowledge she has gained while trying to be as
original and inspiring as possible. Her books encompass both true
folklore facts along with innovative ideas motivated by the great
writers around her.
Today, Elizabeth has sent a Guest Post:
Hello everyone! A big thank you to AL for
letting me do a frog leap on to her blog for the day.
It is never easy being an Indie Author in the
beginning (or at the end sometimes), but finding a niche is the whole key. So
I’ve heard. However, what I think is even harder is being a young female in
this world and having to fight past the fake glitz, sex and pressure thrown at
them every day of their life. Too many times I begin to wonder if young girls
are being given the reality of life experiences since we have shows that
glamorize being a teen and pregnant. They need to be shown that they can grow
up and be powerful without being rich, pregnant, having a super sweet 16 or
being in beauty pageants.
What I think young people need to do is read
books that show what life is going to honestly be like some day while being
able to get out of their own world and into a fantastical one. They need to
read about strong female characters that will have ups and downs. Thinking it
over, I believe I found a couple of things in The Last Witch Series you will
not find in all paranormal romances; besides the Greek god mythology and
witches that is.
That something is:
Death and a strong female lead
Yes, death happens in books all the time.
However, The Last Witch series begins with Vampyre
Kisses and shows Faith as a normal young woman hungry for knowledge and
adventure. Then Werewolf Descent comes
out and Faith’s life is turned upside down by the death of someone she loves
very much. What happened to Faith in the second book was so tragic I myself was
in actual tears while writing that final chapter. Something that is not normal
for me.
I think the most difficult part of Werewolf Descent ending and beginning Witch Devotions was that I was a chapter
or two in to the third book when my father, David Kolodziej, passed away. He
never got to see the second book published, but that book is dedicated to his
memory and it is sort of ironic in a way now that I think about it.
He was diagnosed with cancer in late 2010. In
March of 2011 he died suddenly and the event for my family and I was more than
devastating considering he was the keystone.
I had never been more shocked, depressed,
explosive and at the point that I didn’t know if I would ever write again. In
fact, I wasn’t sure I would ever be able to do anything ever again.
My dad was my support and the one who believed
in me more than anyone in the world. He gave the best advice and was so smart
when it came to life and people. I was only 26 when he died. The thoughts of
him never being able to give me away at my wedding (if I get married) cross my
mind all the time. Thoughts of him never being able to brag about me as an
author make me want to cry. He just loved me so much.
I had vivid dreams about him for the longest
time and still do on occasion. Sometimes they are so real to me that I wake up
and forget he is dead. That is something I don’t tell many people, but am
willing to share at this moment because I want to explain Faith and how I was
able to finish Witch Devotions. Because…It
was not at all easy.
With my dad gone I didn’t write for around
five months. Then I sat down and I looked at the first couple of chapters. I
was able to connect with Faith in a way I never had before. I knew exactly what
she was going through. That is why the first paragraph (well probably first
page or two) was in my eyes my most honest writing.
The first paragraph:
“The ice at the bottom of the glass had
already numbed my fingers. I glanced at it to see the whiskey all but watered
down. I lurched forward to grab the bottle, the cap sitting on the table beside
it. As I poured, the gush of liquid swirled around until the glass was full
once again. I was sitting in my bathrobe with nothing but a pair of pajama
shorts and a wrinkled tank top on. I folded my legs beneath me as I stared at
the blank TV in front of me. I could only guess how messy my hair was after not
showering for the past couple of days. My eyes must have looked worse than a
frat boy after a three-day binger, but it had been awhile since I slept for
more than an hour. Every time I closed my eyes and drifted off, I was taken
back to that place. Back to where BLANK had died.”
I don’t want to spoil the second
book for anyone who has not read it yet.
I am so grateful to my beta reader and blogger
from I Smell Sheep, Sharon, because she was truly a huge help for me with this
book. Witch Devotions was similar to
showing the whole world my biggest, widest, most ugliest wound.
Just about every scene in it was a way for me
to write out my own feelings and get out my anger (and other emotions). In a
fantastical way, Faith’s journey was my journey in this instance. What I wrote
is the closest you will ever see to me explaining how I personally and deeply felt
after loosing someone so close to me.
It was funny because there is actually a scene
between a new character Jeff and Faith after she looses her memory. She wakes
up from this horrible dream and…Well take a look:
“I
woke up with a start, the shadows in the room frightening me. I practically
fell out of bed and searched the wall for a light switch, forgetting there was
a lamp, and panicking that I was unable to find one. My stomach was churning as
my body shook. My hand found a knob and I pulled the door open, falling to my
knees in the hallway. Jeff was nowhere in sight. There was a small light on
downstairs, but it wasn’t enough. I hunted down the light switch for the
hallway and flipped it on. The brightness almost blinding, I sat against the
wall and pulled my knees up to my chest.
Footsteps brought my attention to
the stairs. “Did something happen?” It was Jeff with a sandwich in his hand.
I shook my head and began to rock.
“I needed the light. Couldn’t find it in there.” I motioned with my body to the
room I was sleeping in.
Without hesitation, Jeff took a seat
next to me and offered me part of his sandwich. I refused and he took another
bite. He chewed and I tried to control my breathing.
“It won’t be like this forever.”
As if something burst in the room,
my body stopped rocking. “What?”
He swallowed his food. “The way that
you feel at this very second. It won’t last.” Jeff’s hazel eyes were soft as he
took another bite. “It always seems that way when you are upset or frightened,
but eventually, you will ride the emotion out and be back to yourself again.”
When I met Jeff, my first impression
was not profound and knowledgeable, but I guess everyone is full of surprises.
“Plus, you’ve got to be special if
Louis is taking an interest in you. So whatever is making you upset, well,
you’re going to be able to get past it.” He swallowed before taking another
bite. All the rough, military bravado he formerly displayed melted away and I
thought I was now seeing a normal human being.
“You’re right.” I just sat there for
a moment. “Why are you being so nice to me?”
His eyebrow became crooked. “Did I
give you the impression I am an asshole?”
Shrugging, I grabbed the last bit of
his sandwich and stuffed it into my mouth.
“Hey!” His wide smile looked good on
him; compared to the somberness I had seen when I first met him.
“I never got to eat before and you’re being nice, remember?”
I said around a mouthful of food.”
I remember speaking to a friend one
night about my dad after this scene had been written. I said that and
instinctively went back to this scene and had to laugh. Because it is the
truth. However, it is a truth not many people can see after a horrific event
like death.
The reason I point all of this out and am
being so dreadfully honest with you that I’m afraid what might happen is
because young people do loose people in their life and when you’re a teenager
you may not know how to deal with it. Yet, now there is this book out there
that delves into pain and loss; a story that can pull you out of your head and
let you be somewhere else for awhile.
Faith is a character everyone can connect to
in some way, especially now. Everyone
will deal with death at some point or another. This book/series is a way for
someone to see a young woman become a strong independent person able to get through
the obstacles thrown her way. BUT! It shows the honest to goodness truth of
what can happen to someone when they feel like they have lost everything and
push everyone away.
I don’t think there can ever be enough female
role models in books, movies, life etc etc. This is something The Last Witch
Series gives teenagers. The idea that you can do whatever it is you want in
life, whether you are looking at Faith or at myself. Both of us strive to
overcome everything and everyone that push us down.
It was my wish in the beginning of this
journey to inspire others through my writing and it was after my father’s death
that I realized just how many people he himself inspired. I hope my books do
just that for you.
Liz
^_^
The Giveaway:
Liz is giving away an ebook copy of Vampyre Kisses, the first book in The Last Witch series.
Vampyre Kisses: Vampyre Kisses is an
enthralling story about a young woman named Faith, who seems content
with her life, but deep down craves more excitement. Then a mysterious
man named Trent enters her world and everything changes. Surprising to
Faith, Trent is a green-eyed vampire from Ireland. She is even more
amazed to find out that she is a witch, and the last of her kind.
Faith learns that she is destined to restore her witch line and becomes more powerful as she gains confidence and knowledge, but danger lurks everywhere -- especially when unknown assailants steal the most important gems from the vampire master and werewolf royalty.
Now surrounded by a world filled with mystifying vampires and werewolves, can Faith gain enough power to help her friends and rescue the stolen gems?
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Buy it at Barnes and Noble.
Buy it at Amazon.
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Faith learns that she is destined to restore her witch line and becomes more powerful as she gains confidence and knowledge, but danger lurks everywhere -- especially when unknown assailants steal the most important gems from the vampire master and werewolf royalty.
Now surrounded by a world filled with mystifying vampires and werewolves, can Faith gain enough power to help her friends and rescue the stolen gems?
Read Goodreads reviews.
Buy it at Barnes and Noble.
Buy it at Amazon.
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Enter the giveaway using Rafflecopter. Hit the green "Do It" buttons, follow the prompts, and hit the green enter buttons when you're done. (You may have to log in using Facebook to do this). There will be one winner (selected by Rafflecopter). I will contact the winner via email. This contest is open to international entrants.
Thank you so much for having me on your blog. It was a great experience.
ReplyDelete<3's and fangs,
Liz ^_^
Thank you for sharing such a personal experience and how it affected your writing. I feel like I can relate a bit -- my father passed away very suddenly last year, and I was left in shock. But that shock actually pushed me to write more, and like you said, write more honestly. Beautiful post!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry writing about death brought up sad memories for you, Elizabeth, but I'm sure that made the scenes all the more real and may have been cathartic for you. Good luck on you series!
ReplyDeleteAL - Love your blog. New follower. :-)
Thank you both very much. Your words mean a lot. :)
ReplyDeleteGreat samples! Your style is very gripping.
ReplyDeleteIt's always tough when those closest to us die. My parents are... getting along in years and it's hard for me to think of what will follow. Thanks for sharing!